18:27 - Mar. 02, 2008
what i have to say about the application process
it all matters so little now - the plans i had laid out in my head. getting my letter from md stopped all that; i re-evaulated everything. everything. and a lot of what i thought was important now isn't, and what i assumed i would have aren't assumptions anymore. i know what i want, and i know how to find it. it isn't about others' expectations, about my own thoughts of prestige or worthiness - it's about what really has meaning for me, and nothing more. that's all i want - what's important to me. and now i know /exactly/ what that is.
