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18:07 - Jan. 06, 2008
may
am i going to make it until may? working, i mean; living here, doing this day after day? i'm losing hope that i'll make it that long, but maybe it's just the lull after being away; maybe i just need some time to get the rhythm of working back and then i'll just go with it for a few months. except that i'm planning another trip up there, for interviews and to spend some quality time with luis, in just two weeks. coincidentally, some friends are driving up there for residency interviews, and i was hoping to share the ride/drive and then use my delta one-way ticket back. prices are already high... i need to talk to this guy tomorrow to get this all scheduled. all my energy has been focued up there for so long - that's why i'm feeling like i won't make it until may... already i feel ready to go. but it's just not going to be time for me to leave until may; that's the right time. i'll tell my supervisor a month in advance, so she has time to post the job and find someone i can train before i go. i'm not going to leave my team in a lurch, even if it jepordizes my standing in the organization. and i will miss my team. maybe not music therapy, but i will miss my co-workers.
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