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23:12 - Oct. 23, 2007
life is good
it's amazing how the only thing i was looking forward to when i thought about him leaving this area was having more time to get "things" done and getting to bed on time. well, now that i have more time to get "things" done and i have every opportunity to get to bed on time, i'm still up later than i should be and practicing violin and reading instead of working on other things i "should" be doing... and i'd be more than happy not having enough time for "things" if we were living close enough to see one another. no, but it's fine this way. like i told abbie this afternoon, half of me is already there and half of me is still here making preparations to go. i still have to get accepted, first of all, but i feel much more comfortable about my choices, the ones in the city in particular. and while i don't want to be further away from him, i also want to be happy where i go to school and it's still within reasonable driving distance. perhaps not every-night-driving-distance, but we can do regular weekends. life is good. life feels lighter after the seminar, but life is good. i can see where i'm going next relatively clearly, and i'm happy.
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