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22:41 - Feb. 02, 2007
le rêve
i had a dream once, a very long time ago, and just a moment ago i glimpsed a part of it again. and it finally made sense to me... we write to one another in french, and talk for hours and hours about everything. i wrote last night that i felt as if we live in the same heart but all i told him was i feel at home with him, because well, i'm still not sure if we do live in the same heart. it's a little soon to be saying things like that and, of all things i want to avoid it's falling in love with the idea of someone instead of the actual person. but i don't feel this is the same. i know this isn't the same; i know this is nothing like anything i've experienced so far in this life. and it's wonderful. so right or wrong, early or late, i feel we inhabit the same heart. it's a feeling, a sentiment, and i have no way to judge it. it just is. so we'll just see.
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