21:22 - Oct. 05, 2005
philosophizing on one's own doesn't go very far
reading the remaining 250 or so pages of 'cider house rules' today hasn't really helped much with my constant thoughts about babies and relationships and leaving... somehow 'cider house' didn't quite grip me the way 'the world according to garp' did. well, anyway. i'm moving to florida in a few days (i'm not counting down) and trying not to think about it. or him. y'know, how i was complaining about wanting to hear a familiar voice? well, my transition friend is still here with me, helping me transition. only, he's here and not moving and we've already broken up and /not/ involved "like that" anymore and i am moving (to florida) in less than a week, and not counting the days. not counting the boxes and not even really packing them: i've been reading. and now i don't even have a good book to distract me. shucks.
