09:25 - Sept. 04, 2005
woke up this morning...
my dreams are now of people i haven't seen in years; haven't thought of in years. people i've known and lived around, and with, and it's saying farewell.
y'know, the sunlight coming in my window this morning is absolutely exquisite. i can even forgive the incessant sound of crickets outside my window - day and night and nevereverending around this mouldy, basementless ranch house i've been calling home for the past 6 months. hm. but that sunlight really is lovely.
and i think i'm moving on, and in a big way. i've changed a lot up here - grown up, if you will - and i don't know exactly what's coming next but i have a general idea and that idea looks pretty good so far. and these dreams of conclusion are encouraging: perhaps i am actually moving on. that'd be nice.
