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14:22 - Jun. 26, 2005
it's hot today, sunday afternoon
and somehow the blood coursing through our veins binds us to the same lessons, the same patterns. how strange it is to feel so connected to - and look like! - a woman i've barely met, and known mostly through my mother's eyes. perhaps i'll be the one to break the pattern. we've all spent our lives trying to figure out who we are and learn to speak our truth... the difference is i'm just beginning my life. sometimes i feel like i'm becoming incredibly, almost unhealthily, introspective up here. i'm usually too busy to think about myself so much... and i kind of miss the busy-ness of college. my life feels like it's on pause, and will be on pause for another year or so. isn't that a strange choice? i want to live life feeling, well, alive and vibrant and full of the richness of everything... that's an attitude, i suppose, not dependant any outer condition. it's all about attitude. hmph.
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