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08:31 - May. 16, 2008 i'm afraid of living her life; of giving myself up in order to have a relationships. do i really feel that way? well, the past two days i have: they've been very stressful. i've felt like i haven't been communicating my needs very well, and neither has he. i've been cold and angry, and he's been critical of everything i do. it's terrible. so i'm reacting out of fear - fear that i've repeated everything my mother warned me to avoid, and fear that my needs are going to get met. of course, i can't expect him to guess my needs, and that's my fault - communicating with love what my needs are, and knowing in my heart that he does want to fulfill them.
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